After the play is over I think I am going to go take a personal retreat to refocus things. This is something I have never done before. However, if I don’t do something like this I think I just might lose it this winter.
My wife made me a sack lunch today so I didn’t go home for lunch. This is probably a good thing since my scooter is now out of commission till the snow goes away. Winter is almost here, and to be honest, that really depresses me. I normally really look forward to the holiday season. I am not really excited about it this year. I really feel like I have little to look forward to these coming months. I would really like to go on a trip to New York this spring or summer. Back to work. It really does feel liek the play is over 
, even though we have 3 performances this coming weekend.
The first weekend of the play is over
It has been awhile since my last post. I have been pretty crazy busy with the play that I am in. We had our first run of 3 shows this weekend. They went pretty well. A lot has been stirred in my heart these past first months. I feel like I ma really going through this grieving process about the choices I made in my life 8 years ago when I decided to go into ministry. Getting back in the theatre reminded me how much I loved it, and the reason why I wanted to do it for a job. Don’t get me wrong I think God had a plan for me to be a minister and it has been a great 8 years. It has just been difficult.
Today is the first day in 7 days that we don’t do the play. It is really somewhat of an empty feeling. The show doesn’t rev up again till Thursday. Then we close the show on Sunday.
